Recurring Nightmare 🛏️

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Why did John always refer to himself as “the disciple whom Jesus loved”? Did he have a complex? Was he bragging? Scholars generally agree it’s the opposite…

Humility:

John may have stayed anonymous out of humility. Instead of boasting about his role, he keeps the focus on Jesus. A casual reader wouldn’t even know that John wrote it without making some inferences, comparing it with the other Gospels. Even then, we can’t be 100% sure.

Identity in Christ:

John’s primary identity was not in his name, his accomplishments, or reputation, but in being loved by Jesus.

A Model For Us:

John’s Gospel emphasizes Jesus’ love for all His followers. By not naming himself, John may be inviting all of us to see ourselves as intimately loved, known, and valued by Jesus.

John 21:20

Peter turned and saw that the disciple whom Jesus loved was following them. (This was the one who had leaned back against Jesus at the supper and had said, ‘Lord, who is going to betray you?’)”

John 15:9

As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.